Poem list
Wish - Friends and Lovers - Three Paths - Being Me - Dead Eyes - The Void - The End - Worry and Wonder - Wish fulfilled - Savior - Secret - Confession - Follower - Explanation - Someday - Love - Don't You Know
Wish
I wish I may I wish I might
have someone for me to love
I must have said that a million times
but now I no longer need to wish
my wish came to be the moment I met you
you are my lover and my best friend
we have no secrets and we tell no lies
I see love when I look in your eyes
every night I thank god he sent me you
to you I promise I will always be true
Friends and lovers
we started out as friends
until one fantasy of a night
and one magical kiss
we held each other so close
under the star lit sky
we looked each other in the eyes
and confessed our love for one another
I held you so close
you placed your lips to mine
we shared our first magical kiss
we started out as friends and ended as lovers
Three Paths
I have come to a crossroad in my life
If I go one way I could once again be happy
If I go another way I could be alone forever
If I go the third way I could win or lose it all
Which way is a decision
I have struggled with for sometime now
Maybe here is where I will be forever
Being Me
My mind is filled with confusion
No hope lies behind my eyes
My suffering I have come to treasure
Being filled with pain is my life
I fill my head with lies and easy solutions
To live or to die
Both ever so tempting
Yet so painful
I just want to make the demons go away
I help them to feed my pain
I help them to destroy me
I hate them
Yet I am their maker
And they are my destroyer
Happiness I can not see
As darkness blinds my eyes
This pain I have come to treasure
As I am dead yet still alive
Dead Eyes
I stare out of these dead eyes
Looking upon this living world
That fills me with so much sadness
So much pain
My empty heart aches
My tired soul weeps
From the pain I have become accustom to
The darkness and the demons
That haunt my life are my only company
For me there is no saving
No hope
Just pain and suffering
Until a true love
A heart full enough to fill my own
Becomes one with my heart
Empty I will be
A hollow shell
A ghost that is not yet dead
Yet still in hell
The Void
I am in a deep black nothingness
a void
Nothing can i see but more blackness
A hooded figure is standing in front of me
All i can see is his silhouette
A faint pinhole of light shines down
In a bright unbroken beam
The hooded figure beckons me to follow him
Look at it, he commands
Pointing a long bony finger to the light
I look to the light and see the world
And all its joy
Now turn he says
I turn to stare at the nothingness
The light reflecting off the fog
Casting an eeriness to the void
Making it all the more unimaginable
You can pretend to be out there all you want
You can pretend you have escaped us
But here with us
Is
Where you will always remain
No i scream
Falling to my knees
Crying tear after silent, unheard, ignored, and lied about tear
The end
what will happen when the end comes
my end, our end, the end to it all
will everyone cry, will no one cry when my end comes
will everyone be sad when our end comes
will anyone know when the end comes
where will i go when my end comes
will i dance in hell or will i fly in heaven
where will you and i go when our end comes
the end will come for me
the end comes for everyone
does it matter, and if so to who
Worry and Wonder
Darkness falls
And my walls break open
Allowing my demons to spill and tumble into my being
A coldness runs over my skin
Worry and wonder fills my mind
Sleep offers no relief
With worry filled nightmares
And grief stricken dreams
There truly is no pain worse
Than that of a broken heart
Wish Fulfilled
I lie here in the dark
Holding your body next to mine
This is all I have ever wished for
Someone for me to love and that will return that love
I have found the reason to live and you have shown it to me
I hold you tightly and whisper
I love you
As we drift off to sleep
Savior
I awake every morning to embrace my confusion
To try and keep my pain locked down
But when I see you it just all melts away
You help me to defeat my demons
But I need more than a hidden love
To win the war
I need a true forever love
I hope that love can be you
Secret
I can no longer hide it
I need to tell you how I feel
How much I love you
I love
The way you laugh
The sound of your voice
And
The way you make me feel
When you are near
I want to tell you all these things
How much I care
I am just scared to say
So I guess you will never know
As you walk out of my life forever
Confession
I have to tell you how my heart feels
I can no longer keep it hidden inside
I have fallen madly in love with you
I can not seem to get you out of my mind
I see it too when I look in your eyes
It may be hope or wishful thinking
But if it true
Then this is definitely forever
My love has been dead for so long
I now know that I was wrong
And you are the one who opened my eyes
As I realize that this is forever
Follower
i walk alone down through my dark decent
followed by someone i can not see
i sense his prescence behind me
and i feel his icy breathe on my neck
i run trying to escape him
yet he remains right behind
leading me deeper down
i stop to confront this demon
and stare straight at myself
Explanation
I can not get you out of my mind
I long for you everyday
I dream of holding you so close
I want to cry when I hear your voice
I wanted to die when you left
You were the love of my life
My ray of hope
I want you back
But
I believe it is far too late for me
I love you still to this very day
I will till the day I die
To be with you is my only wish
We have both made our mistakes
And
Both have our regrets
I would do anything for you
If you would just come back
Now you know how I feel
Where it goes from here is up to you
Someday
I have always said
Someday I will have a girl like her
A girl that was beautiful and loving
Now I have you
And you surpass her by far
I love you
I am yours forever
Love
love is something special
that two people share
it starts with a kiss
or with a first look
or once you get to know someone
is when you fall in love
love is the greatest thing in the world
but love is very delicate
it can be destroyed as easier than
it can be created
if you love someone and they love you
you are the richest person in the world
if you love someone
I wish you the eternal happiness I never had
and may your love never end
Don't You Know
Don't you know how much I love you
Don't you know how much I care
Don't you know I will always be there
Don't you know in the end
After it is all said and done
I will be by your side