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 poem list
Nightmare  -  Imagine  -  Dreams  -  Running  -  Empty  -  Thinking  -  Broken Heart  -  Trust  -  What i need  -  Dreaming  -  One Heart  -   Mistress  -  Don't You Know  -  Two Strangers  -  A Discovered Love  -  Eternal Question



 Nightmare

i float along through this strange place
this strange dimension
the creatures here scratch and claw my skin
tearing my flesh
torturing and laughing
this is the ultimate nightmare
i wish i could wake


  Imagine

i stumble through this darkness
searching for an exit from this world
a door back to reality
an escape
from my tortured imagination
demons chase after me
prolonging my escape
escape from this prison
this cell which is my mind


  Dreams

my dreams fade away
everyday they become harder to grasp
they lie just out of reach
hard as i try
as much as i wish
i still can note catch my dreams


  Running

i run through the darkness that is life
quickly from one thing to the next
my misguided emotions often lead me
from happiness to sadness
and pain
i chase after a spark of hope
that keeps drifting out of my reach
i stop and the light is gone
now i walk
through this darkness all alone


  Empty

we wonder through this dimension
trying to find some purpose in our lives
a reason to be alive
yet we just exist
void of all emotion
yet full of hate and confusion
we sit here
locked in our seperate cages of sadness
all and empty blinded by prejudice
trapped in our emotions we scream to be released
from this hell
as we remain here trapped in our cells


  Thinking

I sit alone in the world I have created
through pain and suffering
empty of all emotion and any soul I once had
decaying and dying
I try to find the way out a release
I wonder through this hell that is me
living my bleak existence
as the pain consumes me
driving me to the brink of insanity
I peer over the edge
demons beg me to jump
but I can not
I may have finally found a reason to go on
now my demons may lose there grasp and fall themselves


  Broken heart

I sit in my room, wishing you were near
wondering why life has to be so full of pain
trying to figure out why our love had to end
why I can not seem to go on
and
how long it takes to heel a broken heart
because mine still aches for you
it hurts me to be reminded of you and the love we shared
I wish I could go back in time to when we were together
why does a broken heart have to hurt so bad


  Trust

trust is a very difficult thing to earn
and you have to be very carefull with it
if you have someones trust and love you have there heart and soul
one wrong move
and there trust in you can forever be destroyed
if you truley love this person
and if they love you
one day there trust might be had again


  What i need

what i need is your love
what i need is happiness
who i want is you
what i need is a friend

what i have is hate
what i have is confusion
what i have is suffering

who cause all this
me

who would make all this go away
is you
my love
my friend


  Dreaming

i lie here in the dark
can't seem to get you off my mind
dreaming of holding you so close
wishing you were by my side
but you said we where much to different
to many mile between us
i said we have love
to help us through
you said love won't keep you warm
nor comfort you
when i'm not there

i have tried to do as you said and go on
but it is much to difficult
anytime i am with someone
it is
you i think of
you i want
you i need
you meant the world to me
you were my love and my best friend
i wish there was something i could do
someway to change this
just rewind life
back to when we were happy
when we were together

everytime i see you i just want to break down and cry
but i can't
i have drained myself of all emotion
so it doesn't hurt
when i think of you
i want to give up
quit living in this dream world
i try to wake myself up
try to forget about you
about us
i want to tell you how i feel
how much i love you
how i can't live without you
but it would do no good
because someone else already has you
and you have forgotten about me
i loved you


  One Heart

I believe that there is one heart
In this world for each person
Each persons own angel
Sent from the heavens above
When these two people meet
And fall in love
Their hearts and souls become one
Once this love is found
No one can destroy it
And nothing can ever be greater
Than the feeling of two living as one
 This is the way I love you
My beautiful angel


  Mistress

Nightfall brings with it a desire for her
My dark angel
My mistress of the night
I lie in my room as she draws nearer
Appearing from the shadows
Her porcelain skin reflecting the soft glow of the candle light
Slowly coming towards me
My skin burns for her touch
My heart yearns for her
My soul screams for her
Serenity comes at last
As she lands in my arms
Release comes as she pierces my neck
Then the hot fiery life flows back into my body
As I drink from her
Then I awake
As the dream ends again


  Don't You Know

Don't you know how much I love you
Don't you know how much I care
Don't you know I will always be there
Don't you know in the end
After it is all said and done
I will be by your side


  Two Strangers

Two strangers, yearning to be so much more
Wanting love even more
With each unsuccessful attempt
Never imaging that love was so close
Each waiting for the chance to feel the passion of another
To scared to make the first move
Inching closer and closer to one another
Until they are finally given permission
from themselves
Their kiss is quick yet with an intense passion
And love fills their souls


  A Discovered Love

We sit staring into the others eyes
Both wanting to move
Yet we are not brave enough to try
We both move at the same time
And become entangled in a passionate embrace
Our bodies chained together
Our locks sealed with a kiss
As we separate we both realize
That this is true love
A love discovered by accident
We express our love for one another
Without saying a word
As we embrace one more time
Each to let the other know
That we do not want this to be a one time thing
We want this to be a forever love


  Eternal Question

You keep me locked up
Never answering my question
I ask you
yes or no
forever or never
but you continue to keep me
having me only when no one else is there
will you except my  love
or will you lose me forever